Are you honestly happy?
Do you wake up in the morning upset before the day even begins? When you see certain people, do you find anger to suddenly appear from within? Are you always ready to combat whoever offends you, to return that “same energy.?”
Are you attached to every little thing, emotionally? Are you only one slow driver away from losing your peace? Are you rolling your eyes to other people’s success?
Are you annoyed by other people’s ideas or worldviews? Do you seek retaliation to rude people? Are you justifiably seeking pain to people who do bad things?
Do you make sure to attack other people’s mistakes? Are you shaking your head in disgust to their dumb decisions? Do you hope the absolute worst for people who commit bad crime?
Do you look at people who struggle and see a person who “got themselves” there? Do you laugh at people who struggle or look unique to the world? Are you a part of other people’s jokes that hurt others?
Are you talking about people who aren’t around, simply accepting all words as truth about them? Are you saying negative things about someone as quiet conversation feeling it’s justified?
Are you authentic and real? Do you honestly mean what you say to people or is it to maintain a reputation or hopeful validation? Is your “love” consistent across the board? Does it stay the same for someone even if it will forever go unnoticed?
With all of this being said, consider that “charity” forcefully drowns everything I just said out entirely. It is not associated with anything I just said in any way, shape or form. Quite literally, true charity is objective as 1+1=2 is. It doesn’t move, budge or slant. It remains consistent to everyone, at all times.
True charity is offensive to society, in its purest form. To look at someone with love who committed terrible crime is in itself wrong to the masses. Thankfully, charity doesn’t care about its reputation any more than the tornadoes care about its damage. Charity is extremely forgiving, to even the worst, most evil people. Charity sees the good in everyone, objectively. Charity looks past judgment entirely, staring directly into everyone’s full potential.
Charity has one goal, and it is to make someone else’s wellbeing better in whatever way possible. It truly is robotic in nature. It has no care for anything other than building up someone else, it stiff-arms all things that doesn’t align with service or smiles. It doesn’t project because it is very secure in itself and even if it somehow wasn’t, it still wouldn’t project because it doesn’t fit its purpose.
True charity is authentic. It doesn’t give hugs and say nice things for looks or to fit any religion or mold. It doesn’t do anything except out of its own free-will. It hopes to not be seen, to always remain anonymous. It doesn’t see itself as better than anyone or anything.
Charity, it simply exists–
-Jarom